Get on with you're life

I sit here in tears as I realize the damage that has been done 
the pain, the suffering, and whatever else you want to pile on 
but I don't want to remember this you see 
I want to go on with my life and be happy and free 

I want to forget about him and what all he did to me 
It's in the past and let that past be 
I don't want to go back there 
I'm moving on 
I'm not staying stuck in the mud 
With more pain suffering and abuse 

I went through hell and If it was left up to him I would still be 
enjoying whatever he decided to put me through. 
A dagger in the heart! 
I'm tired, I want to live 
I don't want to go through any more pain 
Just let me be 

Can I have a life without pain? 
Can I please? Haven't I had enough? 
I am so Tired of this. 
It's time to stop. 
That dagger is being pulled out of my heart 
I am thrusting it back into yours 
That's where it belongs. 

You lived to hurt and cause suffering to others 
Just because you hurt 
Well no more. 
I am not playing your game 
I'm out of here. 
I've got some living to do. 

By: Bernice Bowling