Lost and Alone

Wondering endlessly,
to the music playing.
Drifting slowly down the hall,
I sing, but no one listens.
I laugh but no one is there.
I had a friend once,
but they defriended me without a cause or care.
I am alone with nothing but the cool wind blowing .
Sorrows melody cheerfully playing.

I cry, I run but no one catches me when I fall.
I die daily just a little inside .
Dying for release from this prison.
Echos of friendships,
Only mere shadows now.
I am alone !

Jesus lift me up.
Please come and get me.
Take me away from here.
Rescue me ,and give me hope and new freedom
Surround me with good laughter and cheer.
Give me joy and peace.
Let me have victory.
Please please sweet Jesus take me away from here.

By Bernice Bowling

Terry's word from the Lord to me at Horse Creek Holiness church

Something amazing happened tonight. I never ever wear a skirt unless I am going to church. Well I had to go down town to a meeting and I had no clean shorts to wear so I wore a skirt . When I got down there my friend Faye wanted me to go to a woman's conference with her and she had tried to call me to tell me to wear a skirt, but had missed me. The Lord wanted me at that conference . 
When I got there the whole service was stuff I needed to hear. I even got prayed for and the lord gave the speaker a word for me . It was things she could never have known unless the Lord told her.
Praise the Lord for his many blessings.


This is what she told me. She told me to never think that God loves everybody else better then me and that he died for me , and she told me I was loved and that I was not an outcast. She told the spirit of depression to leave me and she prayed for God to bless me and to bless my life. 


When she was preaching she preached on keeping on walking and to not give up and to pray hard for our promises and not to pray mean to God but to pray like God I ask you to ---------------------------------- and devil this is my promise from God and you can't have it. She said o get down to business in prayer with God for our promises. She talked about her hair coming out and when she found out she had throid disease that she started taking the pills to help it and it stopped.


God knew I need to hear this and he healed her from a horrible wreck she was in and if God can do that he can do anything.  get alone with God and start seeking him and he will reveal things to you.




A women's conference Every 3rd Monday of the month at 7:00 pm

Cold Winds Blow

Sing, sing, sing to me 
wind's of time 
lost and long ago 
memories haunt 

Now I stand mean and hard 
Ready to meet the uncertain 
Inner crys collide 
Making me wonder 
If there will ever be another 

I cry more 
Tears of rain 
November's rain 
Wounded and withdrawn 
Protective shields becoming sanctuary's 

Keeping away betrayals 
Before chance gives way 
Never wanting to confident 
Another. 


By: Bernice Bowling